To a dog's life, and to link the human mind, must be very absurd. This is a friend talking about a dog thing. In order to facilitate narrative convenience, I use the first person to replace
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everything is white.
before in my single, I like your bed to sleep, covered with white sheets. Since no holes and white sheets after the wedding, my wife said no family warm white sheets, like the family bed. Unfortunately, the wife finally became a prophecy, then, today, I still did not escape without any suit lying on a bed of white sheets, quilt is white,UGG bailey button, which cover serious about the body of my chest. Since yesterday, I could not move, can not come down to earth move, I can only look at the ceiling in thought. Doctors like the white ghost, and his mouth like a disease prevention Hongti for my silence is not always reveal. Wife always said I did not Shabing, raising a leg raise Jiuhaola disease. All the people are with the sun shining face came to my bed Wenhanwennuan, and then elongated loofah face going out. The four walls of the room is spotless white, of course, there will be one side of my front window, opened the curtains, you can see a fig tree. Fig leaves always flash to flash in the sky and went to the evening, it does not stop. I often woke up in the middle of the night, there is always a feeling, that is, in a place of dark outside the window, there is a ghost-like people looking at me. I do not like the curtains were opened. I have no choice but to lie in bed to recuperate. One day, I saw a black spot in the wall growth, and slowly open, and then a line from the center of the black spots downward away. I imagine the black point is kite flying, then flying a kite people? Transfer of the black spots in some of my fears for the sick.
reminds me of a child fly a kite. No one taught me how to banding kites, kite I watched other people into space by winds of spring, so high, so much that he began lashing kite. My kite later on the day. After many years in the spring, I banding than any person kite flying kites are high. A teenager like flying kites, their behavior will not give any meaning, it was purely for fun flying kites. Now I think that is a child longing for blue sky, a wireless vision of future life. It was a subconscious children chasing the good things flying activities.
But now, I see the white wall there is a black spot, why would that be a kite flying it?
In fact, this time do not put bright day, nothing in the dark I do not see, including the black spots. But I am willing that the black spots is a reality, exist. It makes me in the dark can only imagine the things I have seen, these things may be the mirror of my daily life, they are so deep in my mind. So nothing in my quiet time, the kite out in front of the image.
these images can be quite meaningless, but I very much hope that they are given a sense of something. But I really do not know these images in my consciousness now will be given to the point,
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white sheets either side of the bed hung like a natural waterfall,UGGs, like the white of my faithful dog, yes, I was a small body and cute it looks like, I call it little, little meekly in clinging to the waterfall. Little sleep is alert, aware it seems to me it is not a sleeping animal. With a little wind moving the grass, it will suddenly kick up head and ears, first take a look at me, and then look at the white curtain, when it is satisfied that there is no movement, they will once again buried his head between the front legs, quiet sleep.
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out of the window the sun suddenly a bunch of white curtains sewn to flee in, and then through the curtains, put a bright start. This time of about 4:00 many, I do not wake up. To a beam of light coming in at a busy, cheerful little jumped up ran to the window of the mean to tell me dawn, new day has begun. I know when it is convinced that after all this, in turn quiet down, lying still with the same again as the original. I like the little bit of this to me every day, when little with its warm red tongue, told me the new day comes, I know I'm alive. I like to start a new day, which means that I not only alive, but also thinking, but also the lives of close to another well-behaved.
in my sick days, little bit with me.
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so little I said: Good morning, little bit, you should go yo the. Go, leave me alone.
two front paws stretched out so little, lying in my bed, look at me, shook his tail, and happy to go out.
is a very sensible little dog.
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little hold to the house, just weaned,Discount UGG boots, weaning the child has no mother, people made a deep pity. We made a little cardboard box to the nest, the first foreshadowing of what some soft cloth material, bought a bottle and some milk, a little bit of time every day feeding. Every little bit of time to eat very greedy, but we will not give it to feed a lot of milk, when it is finished when the last drop of milk, never forget the pink tongue out, licking at the last minute of a pacifier Tim . It is so cute but look cute, just like a suckling baby. Little bit after eating, it will sniff around you, lick your fingers. Its action is intimate, and it is outrageous.
little bit of it every day on their own stride, went down to the weak marched in front, it wants to go out. But it over the threshold, however, get out of the house, only stood upward, outward-looking within the threshold. Seen the way people look larger than the dog Sahuan children,
to see the flowers opened, butterflies fly and fly away, watching swallows flying mud nest title. Little bit I watched on the chirp is called up, and play around our feet around, then it will not be barking. However, there are nasty little bit of time, it will have no choice feces mess around with pee ah, how to teach to no avail. Because little of these indecent acts, I have insisted that the little bit of give other people the family, and try to do, but we do not want two children. Close to people and animals, began because people like it, and then separated from people and animals give up close, this closeness has no utilitarian purpose.
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little bit grown up. It began to understand how people get close, but it does not flatter, is completely natural and human intimacy. Favorite little person is GG and MM.
GG into the house after school the first sentence is:
MM school to enter the house first words:
GG holding the little that
MM did not say so, she often says,
little bit like the MM and GG.
home from school when it saw them, they will meet her two in the yard before and after the Sahuan run, and then ran to the living room, jumped onto the sofa, jumped down from the couch across the coffee table, and then They tear two people, that Gao Xingjin not mention how the wild.
little although it is not like people talking, but it is a way to express emotion I can understand.
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early as I did not get sick before, I want out of the house, the little look up at me and see me holding the bag, you know I do. Little faster than I go out, ran out the door 2,30 meters to stop, back waiting. Little bit out of the house know that I am after the home will be empty means that all people do what they should do things. House is empty, the door will lock, this time only with Hou's little tight I know it will not be empty keep me at home lonely. Walking in the street the way a certain period, watching little Pidianpidian the follow, so I think the back of a child with an adult shopping for granted. That was when I really want is a cute little kid.
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my leg is so pain, a brief look at each body, there is Cone bone pain, and foot pain in the thumb as a discharge. The doctor said to be gout, immune problems, needs conditioning. I do not believe the doctor's words. I can not move is one of the most powerful proof. I tried to imagine the walls are no longer demanding that I look like a kite black spots. I know that when people get sick, if you could hold yourself to imagine the seeds will grow a lot of weird pictures unpredictable. It was a lonely years of pain and loneliness in the struggle to imagine. While sleeping in bed unable to move, was able to watch every little bit naughty.
little bit like lying in my slippers above, it is probably that I like my bed, like slippers, warm and comfortable. Once, my going on a slipper how not to be left channel in the door, I took it with great difficulty trying to get back on the bed, good code, but my efforts were not successful. Little bit but the only slippers quietly onto the bed. It is done all this, looked up at me, shook his tail, I was looking forward to be answered,cheap UGG boots, as if to say
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my nature to not like cats. Cat people or no one, always put on a purdah in solitary Fang noble gesture, and this attitude only solution, once a flag to further spoil the owner to become very boring and lazy. I remember little, read a fairy tale, said that the cat was spoiled by the owner does not catch the mouse and the rat and cat scratch because life is not used to pull the cat's whiskers anger outlet. Moral of this story a sense, is that there are no corpuscles of the infighting. In addition, cats Guzuoshenchen awareness, in fact, is a treacherous and insidious. Is a wise hidden deep cultivation, deep cats is often unpredictable when it is treacherous and insidious cunning in order to show a disgusting betrayal of, such as the owner until it is not good, it will immediately quietly seeking refuge with other owners. Little bit and cats completely different, it is to see strangers or new things, will clear-cut bark, show his distinctive candid point of view, did not treacherous and sinister features. As a dog owner loyalty for dependence, there is a phrase
Pozi A little black cat on the next door attitude and I keep a firm consistency.
A black jumped over the wall and households, found little to howl incessantly.
Once A black jumped over the wall into our home, little seen, sprang to direct a roar, and scared A black panic and flee. But little or Buyiburao, went to the second floor corridor on the bark, and ran back to the door barking, whining to my out onto trains before they agree to give up. Some time later, A Black said the owner went to my house, little bit scared A black stream of production and asked me how to do at home, meaning to our family to the point of pension costs. I said, the cat Old Woman pregnant abortion, Pishi off a dog, this little thing and has to endure eight unrelated to life, not finding fault was.
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popular in recent years were in line to the wolf, the wolf good scholar writing a book that has many advantages of what what to call people to learn from the wolf, the wolf learned the quality, the cause will be invincible. However, few people receive home care up to the wolf, but have not heard of people who write books reared wolves observed behavior. I estimate that the benefits of the literati of the wolf, the wolf is subject to bribery.
human science in the dog than the wolf.
dog has many advantages, such as loyalty and not betray; gentle and not hypocritical; courage not cowardice; attentive but not flatter; spiritual without being vain; chivalrous but not unfeeling; responsibility without evasion; wisdom rather than stupid; friendly and not Xiongheng; warm rather than cold; honest and not fraudulent;
advantage is that men and women of these dogs can be tangible, it is very good.
the wolf does, try to give you a wolf dares to touch it?
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stories about dogs, I've read some of this book. For example: <>, wrote a novel called Bobby's dog. Bobby good and dedicated, not abandon his master not leave, the owner died, Bobby every day waiting near the tomb owner. Bobby later died in the cemetery, people to praise Bobby's Bobby is my story so far read any story about the dog the most moving story. Since then, I also read a lot of allegorical novels, such as <>,<< views >>,<< tattoo Dog>> and so on. The most amazing is <This novel is a political allegory, it describes a pig named Old Maize leadership and launched a I marvel at is that these animals can be such a joke alive. In this novel, the author did not call a dog known, and even the dogs did not even name. Although I feel sorry for them nameless, but I read the novel, I do not think this political turmoil, the dog should be to lead a few simple more appropriate.
Well, let me continue to say little.
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little bit of a cold.
its long nose flow, non-stop sneezing.
is a little bit of puppy love clean, we should take a bath every three days. If we as busy and forget to give it a bath, it will one day do not stop at the foot rubbing and tell us what it wants. Give it a bath every time, as long as we open the bathroom door, little will be active in, crouched there, waiting to head watering. This time of it, the way you look, slightly raised brow, seemed puckered mouth, eyes, supple and well-emits light, tail drag to sweep to sweep. Oh, how lovely it is. This time taking a bath, did not give it dry with a hair dryer body of water. The next day it got a cold.
it listlessly dragged himself as the end to remove the same, the name rang sneeze, walk around in the yard. There were times I felt it came up to me at the door, and returned to the yard. It can not be lying sick in bed beside me, looking always anxiety guilt. It knows how to spend a sick day, it does not disturb other people do not want people to take care of it, and care of it. Little bit like watching, I suddenly felt people all living things and understand too little.
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of puppy love and greetings, which is by no means excessive hypocritical or a romantic Xu Qing.
example, I feel the sun, there is a like a worldly child's little hand, gently scratching at my face, it is a very happy and warm feeling, which I understand love the sun and the sun never want to leave our lives meaning. For example, I saw a tree full of life has been an upward growth in the tree, I stood under a tree as the tree will look to more distant? Look. I do not know the tree is not too? Look anything, but I believe that the natural growth of the tree gives a certain sense can not resist. For example, I see the river many times, I would naturally sit down on the river bank, listening to the voice of the river Pentium find the relationship between the river and the river, she flows through a village across the mountain, and then the calm ocean indiscriminately started to spread all this, so close to the river with us, so that we can not forget that it is more important than the life of another person. Such crops, I know who planted them, and their every day of dialogue. This is not surprising, because when they grow they have been planted only they know only the pain of night and day and romantic. In the trees, rivers, between crops, the birds, showing a beautiful flight; many we can not call on the name of the animal, call the different voices; grass, mud first emerged from the earth can only hear the gentle voice, that voice is repeated, or even hidden; Also, looking at the mysterious stars, I always thought it was a sky in a talk to another person, a life's calling of another life.
all living things on earth, and our character class to breathe.
So, where all living things and humans are related. Feel that they give us more than we arrived at the mysterious depths of what life should be even more love and greetings to them. See them as we have established part of life.
so little sick, I would like to shine like the sun as it.
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the number of heart pain, there are many hidden things.
sick these days, I often think of many people and many things. Although those people and things I try not to think about, but they are just as mature seed in the soil, the growth above the soil, who can not stop. But I still think these remembrance is pale.
remember the first time in life to see the funeral. Dutiful son who was a long hemp rope pulling, shouting to crying day mourning with relatives and eight great pall bickering, followed by a slow step in the percussion of a knock, it was all the way to spread the Xuanfei of paper money. In these circumstances, for an 8-year-old is already the tears out. Now, we understand the principle, feel compassion, that is, feel gratitude.
remember the first time always focussed on a person unprovoked. It was my home a place other than a day, always see a person's back, he can not turn in front of my integration into the sunset. So he naturally imagine that one day that person will be able to slowly turned toward me. If that person came up to me, I wonder what I? My heart will settle down in the cold night I would feel the warmth; my desolate heart, it will no longer alone. I miss knives, it will not hurt. Now think of it, it still can not touch my heart pain. Everyone has his past life and future conventions of waiting, these hidden things, may be the glory and pain of life.
think of a young man, face the experienced and the best friend a goodbye. His death 20 years later I wrote this poem:
hand in the fall of August I caught a cold
season
you left me so suddenly huge
sad ah
near or far deciduous tree
bowed
my tears do not dry after two decades
little bit of a dog, an attachment for each day the dog in the bed. I tell these pale in remembrance hear it, it can understand.
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my illness slowly better. I can come down to earth move in the day that little bit missing.
wife said little in the morning was out, never came back.
MM said sadly led away little by others.
GG cried a little bit of being taken away.
little bit did not come back to our house.
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I miss the little, every day sitting on the stool to move house, and so little return.
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Now, I often woke up in the middle of the night after the illusory wall to see black spots, it is no longer imaginary kite. I think it is a little bit of my home.
Now I know the meaning given the black spot.
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